Packing for college sucks. Its really fucking hard. And I never thought I’d have to do it without my best friend. Sorry I couldn’t make you stick around here to help. I hope you had a really great time in NYC. I’m sure it was fucking fantastic and you did what we never could. I’m happy for you, bud. I’m sorry I couldn’t come. I’m sorry that we aren’t together. I really fucking am.
But the catch is that you don’t seem to give a single fuck. I love you and there is nothing I can do about that. I wish you loved me too.